Think I'll keep it!!

I think I've decided to keep my picture on my site for now. I got to thinking....who cares what I look like?! Yea...it is what it is. :) I'm sitting here blogging while my youngest boy is sitting in the chair in front of me playing his game. Do we know how to party or what? ha ha ha Today went well. After I decided to get out of the bed at my usual 11:00 am and got the dogs out to pee I decided to do nothing. ha ha My husband and I and a friend took the bikes out for a nice ride. The wind was whipping quite bad but I enjoyed it. Relaxing. Mama went on to Davids house for the weekend. Friday before she left she was in a good mood so I'm hoping she had a good time. I hope she'll come back happy. :) Maybe next week she'll be in a better state of mood and not depressed. Her mother showed up yesterday for a surprise visit. Mama played it smart and got her mess together and got the heck out of here so she didn't have to hang around here very long. She (her mother) acted like a person should act so the visit was ok. She's still wanting to know to know when we'll get together for lunch. I haven't made her a answer yet on that one. I don't return her calls but she's bound and determined to stay in the picture. Knowing her like I do I'm just waiting for her to go back her her mean self anytime now. Mama told me to give her another chance so I said I would but only as long as she acts like she should. If she goes back to her mean self again then I'm done with that relationship. I know I'm supposed to forgive and I'm trying to get there, but I can't get over the fact that she didn't even call us to let us know that mamas father was dieing!! Didn't call when he died! I mean...how evil can a person get? I keep praying and I know the time will come when I'll forgive. Hopefully sooner then later since I know thats what I'm supposed to do. But I also think that after so much abuse you have to at some point let go of a person who's bent on making your life misreable. Agree? Disagree?

Ron goes on vacation next week. Hoping to get some things around here done. Lucky him. :))) I'm really wanting one of them shutters like whats on the beach houses put on my bathroom window. Might disappoint our nosey neighbor but hey thats the breaks. Price we pay for living in a neighborhood.

My youngest son got his financial aid for college this week. Ho-rah! The boys got the brains for school. Always did but just didn't have the atitude for it. He was always my tough kid. Hated school with a passion. Now that he's 25 he's come to realize that a degree is what it takes to get somewhere in life. He's going after a degree in computers. Good field to get into since we know that computers are here to stay. They will just advance more over the years. Since somebodies computer is always kicking a fit it will come in handy having somebody in the family who can get it fixed right. He shouldn't have no trouble learning since it already comes easy to him. Computers are his thing. He already knows quite a bit so he's got a good head start on things. I think every parent wants their kid to go further in life then they did. You have two choices in life...you can be the one ordering dinner or the one serving it!! Now is the perfect time for him to go to school. He isn't married. No hold downs in life. I've always heard that saying 'if you have a job doing what you love you'll never work a day in your life' and that couldn't be truer. I should have understood that when I was his age. If I had, I would be working today when I felt up to it to instead of staying home and drawing a pitiful disability check. I hope what I'm telling him is sinking in. I suppose every parents hopes for that huh? Well I'm off. Might as well make my way to the bed. Goodnight!! :)